PMR RESULT!

finally!
the day has come!

really thanks for the teachers that taught me and
ta da~
i've achieve my goal!

congratulations to them who achieved their goal
and who didn't,
don't give up yet!
there are another chance in form 5 to prove yourself!

phew~
must always keep in mind that don't be too proud!
be humble!

UPDATING... ...

Today's blog view amazingly increased!
It has been a while since I write something in my blog.
maybe because today is the special 12.12.12 everyone talking about and those ppl who visited think I will update my blog... which i did now...
Thanks for visiting anyway! XD

I've been very outdated these days...
Did not feel like care about others life...
And the result is:
I really felt very lonely!

So,
I've decided to update myself so that I won't end up like a ppl who lived in those old old days!

Wait for me guys!
Updating...

STUCK...

I am STUCK.
Right at the middle.
Don't know what to do.
I am not that bad in studies but I just cannot be one of those top student.
*sigh*
I am LOST.
Just do not know what to do.
Give me some strength to improve!!!

I think I am just fine.
After talking to one of my best friend,
I felt very relax.
I voice out all of my problems and worries to her.
And FORTUNATELY,
She is a good listener,
She listened and give me a piece of her mind to face those problems and worries.
We talk for nearly 2 HOURS.

We talk about many things.
Our memories,
Her romance,
Challenges that are waiting for us.
I even told her about my crush. XD

OK,
I will end here.
Just randomly want to update my blog.
Hope everyone have a nice day! ^_^

DOWN :(

I don't know what happened to me...
I am down...
Very deep.

Am I SAD?
NO.
Am I ANGRY?
NO.

Then one day when I sit in front of my desk,
I realized that
I AM LONELY!
Gosh! How could a person like my would ever feel lonely?
I looked at my hands,
it shocked me!
It's books! Books at every corner of my desk!
I was holding books to do revision instead of chatting with my friends with cell phones.
Is this ME?

This year is a very important year for every Form 3 students.
PMR is waiting for us!
*sigh*
What can I do to escape?
NOTHING AT ALL.
When I got my 1st trial exam result,
I was like: My result are sucks! I'm gonna do better next time!
Then the 2nd trial exam result came out.
This is my expression: @.@
And this is the 1st time I felt so stupid and ashamed.

That's when I decided to really put effort in studies because I know I not that smart girl at school anymore.
I am just a normal girl, not born as genius.
And it took a few exam results to help me realize it.
I REALLY NEED TO WORK REALLY HARD THIS TIME!
I hope I can make it and pass my PMR with FLYING COLORS!

So, I follow my schedule and rules strictly.
One of my greatest achievement is CLOSED MY FB ACCOUNT.
And I decided I will reopen it after PMR.
Now I am looking forward to create more miracles.

I think since then I lost connection with the world.
Maybe all I need to do is to get used to it.
Or maybe loneliness would be my best friend besides books.

Just hope I will get through this smoothly and have a happy ending.
Please....

他

最近与他走得满近的。。。

最初的想法是想试探他，

但现在，

我好像陷下去了。。。

会开始想念他，

听到他一句简单的称赞也能让我开心一整天。

惨了，

我不由自主地让他进入我的内心，

渐渐的，

我开始向他倾诉我不曾与任何人说的烦恼。

而他，

约我去打球，

想帮我减轻压力。

他

喜欢我吗？

因为他一个简单的邀约，

让这一天非常不一样。

每当想起我们一起打球时，

嘴角不自觉的上扬。。。

这是第一次，

我感觉到除了家人以外，

这个人可以让我依靠他的肩膀。

就算事情不如意，

也无所谓。。。

啊！

我中毒太深了。。。

希望会有痊愈的一天吧！