I don't know what happened to me...
I am down...
Very deep.
Am I SAD?
NO.
Am I ANGRY?
NO.
Then one day when I sit in front of my desk,
I realized that
I AM LONELY!
Gosh! How could a person like my would ever feel lonely?
I looked at my hands,
it shocked me!
It's books! Books at every corner of my desk!
I was holding books to do revision instead of chatting with my friends with cell phones.
Is this ME?
This year is a very important year for every Form 3 students.
PMR is waiting for us!
*sigh*
What can I do to escape?
NOTHING AT ALL.
When I got my 1st trial exam result,
I was like: My result are sucks! I'm gonna do better next time!
Then the 2nd trial exam result came out.
This is my expression: @.@
And this is the 1st time I felt so stupid and ashamed.
That's when I decided to really put effort in studies because I know I not that smart girl at school anymore.
I am just a normal girl, not born as genius.
And it took a few exam results to help me realize it.
I REALLY NEED TO WORK REALLY HARD THIS TIME!
I hope I can make it and pass my PMR with FLYING COLORS!
So, I follow my schedule and rules strictly.
One of my greatest achievement is CLOSED MY FB ACCOUNT.
And I decided I will reopen it after PMR.
Now I am looking forward to create more miracles.
I think since then I lost connection with the world.
Maybe all I need to do is to get used to it.
Or maybe loneliness would be my best friend besides books.
Just hope I will get through this smoothly and have a happy ending.
Please....
