First Blog Ever in School!

Never thought that I'll have the chance to write this post in school.

And it's not any school!

It's MBS!

I never imagined that I'll have computer class after primary school.

And I'm thrilled to activate my blog once again.

XD

好久好久。。。

真的好久好久没在这儿打华语字了！

好久好久没使用我的母语表达我的心情了！

好久好久，

连我也不记得有多久了。

突然想起我的小说还没完成。。。

突然觉得不再像以前与华文那么亲密。。。

为什么突然又有着一股冲动打华语？

谜底揭晓：

我成为华文学会的一员了！

我的梦想竟然。。。

时隔那么久。。。

竟然。。。

达成了！！！

多多支持华文学会吧！

*好吧，我承认有何明显的广告元素。。。不过，请给力！: ) *

PMR RESULT!

finally!
the day has come!

really thanks for the teachers that taught me and
ta da~
i've achieve my goal!

congratulations to them who achieved their goal
and who didn't,
don't give up yet!
there are another chance in form 5 to prove yourself!

phew~
must always keep in mind that don't be too proud!
be humble!

UPDATING... ...

Today's blog view amazingly increased!
It has been a while since I write something in my blog.
maybe because today is the special 12.12.12 everyone talking about and those ppl who visited think I will update my blog... which i did now...
Thanks for visiting anyway! XD

I've been very outdated these days...
Did not feel like care about others life...
And the result is:
I really felt very lonely!

So,
I've decided to update myself so that I won't end up like a ppl who lived in those old old days!

Wait for me guys!
Updating...

STUCK...

I am STUCK.
Right at the middle.
Don't know what to do.
I am not that bad in studies but I just cannot be one of those top student.
*sigh*
I am LOST.
Just do not know what to do.
Give me some strength to improve!!!

I think I am just fine.
After talking to one of my best friend,
I felt very relax.
I voice out all of my problems and worries to her.
And FORTUNATELY,
She is a good listener,
She listened and give me a piece of her mind to face those problems and worries.
We talk for nearly 2 HOURS.

We talk about many things.
Our memories,
Her romance,
Challenges that are waiting for us.
I even told her about my crush. XD

OK,
I will end here.
Just randomly want to update my blog.
Hope everyone have a nice day! ^_^

DOWN :(

I don't know what happened to me...
I am down...
Very deep.

Am I SAD?
NO.
Am I ANGRY?
NO.

Then one day when I sit in front of my desk,
I realized that
I AM LONELY!
Gosh! How could a person like my would ever feel lonely?
I looked at my hands,
it shocked me!
It's books! Books at every corner of my desk!
I was holding books to do revision instead of chatting with my friends with cell phones.
Is this ME?

This year is a very important year for every Form 3 students.
PMR is waiting for us!
*sigh*
What can I do to escape?
NOTHING AT ALL.
When I got my 1st trial exam result,
I was like: My result are sucks! I'm gonna do better next time!
Then the 2nd trial exam result came out.
This is my expression: @.@
And this is the 1st time I felt so stupid and ashamed.

That's when I decided to really put effort in studies because I know I not that smart girl at school anymore.
I am just a normal girl, not born as genius.
And it took a few exam results to help me realize it.
I REALLY NEED TO WORK REALLY HARD THIS TIME!
I hope I can make it and pass my PMR with FLYING COLORS!

So, I follow my schedule and rules strictly.
One of my greatest achievement is CLOSED MY FB ACCOUNT.
And I decided I will reopen it after PMR.
Now I am looking forward to create more miracles.

I think since then I lost connection with the world.
Maybe all I need to do is to get used to it.
Or maybe loneliness would be my best friend besides books.

Just hope I will get through this smoothly and have a happy ending.
Please....

他

最近与他走得满近的。。。

最初的想法是想试探他，

但现在，

我好像陷下去了。。。

会开始想念他，

听到他一句简单的称赞也能让我开心一整天。

惨了，

我不由自主地让他进入我的内心，

渐渐的，

我开始向他倾诉我不曾与任何人说的烦恼。

而他，

约我去打球，

想帮我减轻压力。

他

喜欢我吗？

因为他一个简单的邀约，

让这一天非常不一样。

每当想起我们一起打球时，

嘴角不自觉的上扬。。。

这是第一次，

我感觉到除了家人以外，

这个人可以让我依靠他的肩膀。

就算事情不如意，

也无所谓。。。

啊！

我中毒太深了。。。

希望会有痊愈的一天吧！

1st Day Of Holidays!

Finally!
Holidays is here!!!!!!!!!
Although my result was sucks,
Something not happy happened,
But nothing affect my mood to really enjoy my holidays!

Firstly,

Actually I've planned something to do during my Holidays...

BUT

I just can't leave the tv and computer...

Hahahahahaaa....

So,

I've changed my plan to:

EAT & PLAY!

Don't be surprise if I'm very fat next year!

Second,

I'm really appreciate my DONG SENG!

YI HEANG and SANG RIM!

SARANGHEAYO!KOMAWO!

My life would be empty without you guys!

I'm serious!

So,

Be in my life FOREVER!

I'm afraid that I'll in different class with you guys...

Please REMEMBER me!

Third,

I'm OFF duty now!

No need to worry about this and that!

And just let the juniors eat themselves...

I'm FREED!

Wow!

I FEEL GOOD!

For next year,

I don't really wanna put effort in prefect's stuff...

Most of them are

COLD-BLOODED

SELFISH

ARROGANT

&

LIAR

So, I'm trying not to get influence by them...

And

GET AWAY FROM THIS HELL!!!!

Lastly,

Preparations for next year's exam...

PMR!!!!!!

Hope I can SQUEEZE some time for me to study....

PRAYING....

To all my friends, sorry if I've been rude to you in this year, I'm here saying sorry sincerely and thanks for being patient...

You guys are an important part in my life!

LOVE YOU ALL!

Waterfall~=)

Just went to a waterfall this morning!
Although is tired, I've felt refreshed and REBORN!
Erm, this word reminds me of the movie I've watch -Johnny English Reborn...
It's damn funny!
I recommend it to you all, you'll regret if you didn't watch it!

OK, back to my waterfall...
I don't know the actual place of the waterfall,
But I knew that it took ONE hour to reach there.
The water was COLD AS ICE!

And I felt like no going into the water again after I got up,
But my mom was kinda forcing me to go down and ENJOY the water...
That time I was playing a boring game in my phone...
And she just thought that I'm SMS-ing with my friend.
I just push my anger down try not to talk to my mom.(so fillial! XD)
But I've ask in my heart,
"Don't you know that deep in the mountain here, there's NO LINE?"

I just told my mom that I think is 'ma fan' to go down again.(It realy seem dangerous!)
My mom just scold me...(in down voice, bcoz her friend was there also.)
I just go down as my mom told.
I felt very unsatisfied and pity...=(
I kept shivering when I go into the water.
Sob.

And when we get into car, going to find something to eat.
I played the boring game again,
My mom misunderstood me again.
Haiz...
I just pretend I'm sleeping.(so mean!xp)
And my mom's friends also trying to tell me that Sms is a bad habit.
I knew! I knew that Sms is gonna use many money, so I didn't Sms...

I knew adults need to protect their so called reputation,
So I didn't explain.
Just tell myelf this is a dream.
I know my mom did that for MY OWN GOOD.
But she didn't think about my feelings...
I really felt hurt.
If I talk back,
She will feel like I'm not respecting her.

She always say that we were generation Y,
Kids born with IT Technology....
So we don't know how to respect the elders and control our anger.
Iim trying to prove that she was wrong...
But I'm just disappointed.
If I talk back, that means she's correct.
So, please give my strength to prove myself!

BUDDHA, please help me!

P.s.:Those who saw this post, please don't worry about me, I'm just frustrated. This is the best way for me to tell it out. =)

Here I am~

Wow!

I think I didn't touch this blog for a really l0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0ng time!

For days?

Nope.

Weeks?

Nope.

Months?

YEP!!!

My blog didn't update for months....

It's amazing....

Last 2 days I've involve in a performance of choir!

We were singing 3 songs.

And my pitch flying all over...

Sob...

Need to practice more....

Thanks for those friends help me to makeup, to sing more proper and take the photos....

And X.L., S.K. and K.W., because support me to participate this event.

Although the teacher got a really bad temper,

I felt appreciate to know you guys!

Love you all!♥

Nevertheless,

My friends that give me advises...

Clap for me, cheer for me and enjoy the performance....

Love you guys too!♥

{第十集}

叩叩叩…的声音打断了他们俩的思绪。

“进来吧。”浩所点的菜已经准备好了。

“这是……”进来的服务生以最快的速度一一介绍完了食物，然后离开。

包厢里只剩下沉默。两人望着对方，顿时尴尬了起来。

“试试这里的食物吧，听说他们的厨师很不错。”浩先打破沉默，做了请蔓坐下的手势。

“嗯。”

又陷入一阵的沉默。

也许是因为天色渐渐暗了下来，有点紧绷的气氛慢慢的随着时间一点一点溜走。

终于，所有的菜肴都呈上了。

“蔓，在这个对你来说充满意义的日子里，我有话想对你说。”浩在漫长的沉默后，终于鼓起勇气。

这时候，甜点蛋糕与花束也被端了进来。

浩拿起花束，像是梦幻般的王子走向蔓。

“！”蔓被浩突如其来的举动吓到了，瞪大了眼睛。

“其实我……喜欢妳。”

“？！”蔓一时反应不过来。

“妳愿意接受我的心意吗？”就算面对几百万名观众也很坦然的浩，脸上竟然泛起红晕。

“不需要马上回复我，在明天的表演，要是妳能来就是答应了，要是不能，我也明白。”浩说道。

“嗯。”蔓总算理清了思绪，回答道。

抱着花束的蔓，和浩一起散步在回家的路。两人并肩的走着，因为有浩的存在，让蔓的心洋溢满满的幸福和安全感。这也让蔓不禁开始怀疑自己的心意。

• 
  

Down.

Is it going to rain?

Ya...

I wanna get wet!

Hope the rain can wash away everything...

+第九集+

～钢琴教室～

“蛋糕好吃吗？我和杰亲自选的呢！”怡说。

“嗯，很好吃。”蔓回复。

“待会一起去唱歌吧！我请客！”怡豪爽的邀请蔓。

“不了，我有约。”蔓还记得浩。

“噢，好可惜哦！今天有特价呢！”怡扁嘴。

“就知道你没这么好心。”杰亏怡道。

“什么嘛，有好事当然先约姐妹的嘛。”小俩口斗起嘴了。

“那你怎么不约我？”

“你是男生当然要主动嘛！”

“好啦，你们两个真是的。杰陪怡去不就好了吗？”蔓当起了和事佬。

“好主意！”杰马上同意。

“你请客！”怡不忘保护自己的荷包。

“请就请，谁怕谁啊。”激不起的杰果真上当了。

～幻之海餐厅～

“蜡烛呢？快！再查查看有什么遗漏了？”浩紧张的语气让员工们都不敢怠慢。

“都准备好了，请过目。”经理说。

淡紫色的窗帘，隐约可看到碧蓝的大海。背景音乐是断断续续的海浪声，非常舒服。万事俱备，只欠东风了。

“是时候去接今天的主人公了。”浩已准备好一切。

～学校门口～

一个孤单身影似乎在等待什么。

突然，有一辆摩托车停在那个身影的前面。

“等了很久吗？”浩问蔓。

“没有。”

“上车吧！”浩递了一个安全帽给蔓。

“好。”蔓接过了。

“坐好咯！”

～幻之海餐厅～

“就是这里了，幻之海餐厅。餐厅的后方就是幻之海了，所以餐厅也以此作为店名。”浩解释。

“嗯，真的很不错。”

“我订了一个包厢，在那儿可以看到夕阳，走吧！”

“嗯。”

浩带着蔓去到那间包厢。

夕阳的光芒非常刺眼，同时也很美丽。

蔓看着入了神。浩被这表情迷倒了。

。。。与故事无关的无聊文章。。。

Although my title is in Chinese,

But to improve my English,

No choice but to write in English.

These days SOMETHING happened...

Something let me BREAK DOWN and cry.

(Those who saw this scene please don't worry bout me, I'm fine.)

Something I could not tell here.

But I'm NOT GONNA GIVE UP!

I think I almost solve this thing...

Hope so.

But another problem POP out again...

Haiz...

Being a human is not easy....

Need to face challenge every moment you live in this world.

Need strength to be STRONG enough to face it.

Can I rest for a while?

Please...

Just for a while...

NO?

O.K. I'm gonna PUSH MYSELF TO THE LIMIT!

Come On!

：第八集 ：

“怎么那么久都还没到啊？蔓到底在哪里？”杰不耐烦的说。

“嘘！小声点。要是被发现就不好玩了。”怡安抚道。

“好吧。”

~学校的某处角落~

“我该怎么表达才不会太唐突呢？”浩自言自语道。

“直接表白吗？”

“好像又很没面子。”

“还是耍酷，直接送花就行了？”

“要是她不喜欢呢？”

“哎，表白怎么那么难啊！”浩是第一次向别人表白呢！向来都是别人主动送上门的。

“啊！这样好像不错！”浩突然灵机一动。

“喂，这里是幻之海餐厅吗？”

~钢琴教室~

“蔓，祝你生日快乐！”怡对蔓说。

“生日快乐！”杰也附和到。

“谢谢！”蔓非常惊喜，连她自己都忘了自己的生日，怡居然记得。

“快吹蜡烛，许个愿望吧！”怡提醒道。

“好。”于是，蔓许了三个愿望。吹熄了蜡烛，然后切蛋糕。

“都许了什么愿望呢？”怡好奇地问道。

“不告诉你。说出来就不灵了。”

“好吧。那我们吃蛋糕咯。”怡知道蔓是很倔强的女孩子，决定了的事是不会改变的。

蔓的手机短讯铃声响起。是浩：

我会在幻之海餐厅等你。

晚上七点整。

不见不散。

浩

蔓回复：

好。

蔓

×第七集×

九年前的今天。

蔓十岁的生日。

“蔓很厉害呢！这首歌很难弹，但你做到了！继续加油！”蔓的钢琴老师称赞道。

月光奏鸣曲在蔓的琴声中多了一股哀伤的情感。

这首歌是蔓当时为了表演给爸妈听的，所以格外认真练习。

但是，她的爸妈根本不屑当她的听众。

几百万的生意信手拈来，却不愿停下脚步去关心自己的女儿。

年幼的蔓，

脆弱的心灵，

深受伤害。

月光奏鸣曲的旋律越来越沉重。

然后停下。

琴声还回荡整个钢琴教室。

“怎么又想起这些事了呢？我该专心。”蔓心想。

旋律又在响起。

～蛋糕店～

“该选哪个呢？”怡烦恼。

“就这个吧！你喜欢吃巧克力，不是吗？”杰发表他的意见。

“可是蔓不喜欢太甜的食物呢……”怡回答道。

“蔓？今天是什么特别的日子？”

“今天是蔓的生日。”

“怎么没听她提起过呢？”

“蔓不是那种什么是都说出来的那种人。”

“也对。她很冷淡。”

“就选这个吧！水果蛋糕，有营养，好吃又不会太甜。”

“你决定就好。”

“走吧！去帮蔓庆生咯！”怡非常兴奋。

～花店～

“先生，请问你想买什么样的花呢？”花店店员露出招牌笑容。

“我要向一位今天生日的女生告白，什么样的花最适合呢？”

“请问她是一个怎么样的女生呢？”

“她很坚强，内向，不轻易吐露心事。同时也很孤独、无助。”

“看来您还真了解您的未来女友啊！”

“是吗？”

“这几种花都很不错哦！红郁金香代表爱的誓言，剑兰代表性格坚强，还有桔梗代表不变的爱。”

“帮我把它们都包起来吧！”

“好。请问您需要一张小卡片吗？附赠的哦！”

“好。”

。第六集。

～表演场地～

浩和杰受邀当某位歌手的表演嘉宾，现在正在进行彩排。

“看来这个歌手蛮重视这次的表演。就算只是一个小细节都要演练几遍。”杰说。

“这才是专业歌手该有的态度。别说那么多了，快练歌吧！”浩回答道。

“好吧。”

蔓和怡在台下悄悄的欣赏他们的表演。

“真好听呢！想不到吊儿郎当的杰认真起来也很帅呢！”怡又在发花痴了。

“你不是浩的粉丝吗？怎么移情别恋了？”

“杰很体贴呢！他知道我所有的爱好和爱吃的食物。哪像浩，成天就是一副不在乎的样子。”

“我还是那句，别被这种假象冲昏了脑袋。”

“别每次都泼我冷水嘛！”

“好啦。如果他敢欺负你，我找他算账。行了吧！”

“我就知道你最好了！”

“在讨论什么呢？”杰插嘴。

“吓死我了。怎么就被你们发现了呢？”怡说。

“不是我，是浩发现的。”杰回答。

“彩排完了吗？”蔓问道。

“还没，还有两个小时才结束。现在只是休息时间。”浩说。

“蛤？还有那么久哦？不累吗？我和蔓光站在这边都觉得很累了。”怡投诉道。

“那就出去走走吧。这儿附近有公园。”杰提议道。

“好啊！蔓，要一起去吗？”怡问道。

“好吧！”

“浩呢？”怡问道。

“好。”浩毫不犹豫地答应了。

～公园～

“景色还真不赖呢！湖泊清澈得有多少条鱼儿都数得清呢！”怡兴奋地说 。

“小心，别掉下去了！”杰提醒。

蔓欣慰的看着前面的小俩口，心里也觉得甜滋滋的。嘴角不自觉上扬。

“羡慕吗?”浩似乎看穿蔓的心思了。

“蛤？”蔓被浩突如其来的提问吓倒了。从小到大，她都把自己的真实感受隐藏在心里的最深处，从来都不曾有人关心过或看穿过。

“你也希望能像他们一样有人关心，守护着。对吧？”浩一语就道破蔓隐藏了十几年的秘密。

对，蔓的父母一直忙于经营生意却对蔓疏于照顾。有一次。蔓的父母答应要替蔓庆祝生日。蔓满心欢喜的换上美丽的衣服，等了一整天换来的却是一句：对不起，爸妈很忙，赶不回来了。让只有十岁的蔓开始武装自己，不让任何人再打开他的心房。蔓渐渐失去朋友，谁都不信任。只有怡傻乎乎又大剌剌的性格吸引了蔓，她们就成为了死党。但还是弥补不了蔓心里的缺陷。

想到这里，蔓的眼眶红了。她倔强的忍了下来，不让眼泪夺眶而出。

虽然蔓没说出口，但浩什么都知道。

浩心疼的望着蔓。他是孤儿，所以很会察言观色。因为这样才会被喜欢。他利用了这个长处来观察他喜欢的那个人。他知道没有怡的蔓非常孤独，无助。他决定默默地守护她。

“没有啊！”蔓赶紧擦干眼泪，装作什么事都没发生过。

“哦。”浩知道蔓又在逞强了，只好当作什么都不知道。

“浩！快点，休息时间到了，导播要所有人立刻集合！”杰在不远处喊道。

“好！”浩回答道。

“蔓，我们还要继续呆下去吗？”怡问道。

“随便你吧！”蔓毫无心机的回答。

“你们还是先回去吧！天就快黑了，两个女孩子在外面很危险。”杰替她们决定了。

“好吧！你们记得要加油哦！”怡为他们打气。

第五集

杰和怡走在浩和蔓的前面，滔滔不绝的讨论着待会该吃什么。而浩和蔓在后面静静的听着。

“我们去试试那家意大利面吧！好像不错呢！”杰介绍道。

“好哇!蔓，你觉得呢？”怡接受了杰的意见，同时也询问蔓的意愿。

“你喜欢就好。”蔓漫不经心的回答道。

“浩，你呢？”杰说。

“你决定就好。”浩也心不在焉。

“那就走吧！”怡根本没察觉到浩和蔓之间僵硬的气氛。

“谢谢你。”蔓小声的说。但浩听到了。

“不用客气。”

“其实……”

“其实……”

两人同时都想解释那天的窘况。

“你先说吧！”

“你先说吧！”

又不约而同的说了同样的话。

两人相视而笑。

“我先说吧！那天我不是有意要对你发脾气，对不起。”蔓先开口。

“哦。没关系。其实我……”

“我们到咯！好吃的意大利面！”怡打断了他们的对话。

浩没来得及解释就被打断了。

怡点了好多好吃的菜，都先让浩尝一口，自己才吃。看在杰眼里很不是滋味。浩却不以为意，因为他想向蔓解释，又一直找不到适当的时机。蔓也在想同样的事。

浩和蔓没发觉其实他们已经越来越靠近彼此了。

怡也没发觉她越来越在乎杰了。

第四集

蔓并不知道内心封闭的浩好不容易才跟那个女生交往，但那个女生却一脚踏两条船，伤了浩的心，因此才忍痛分手。而那个女生想挽留，但被浩拒绝了，他不想彼此再痛苦下去了。

这一幕被蔓看到了。不知情的蔓就这样误会了浩。

“我会不会太凶了啊？”蔓开始觉得自责。

“算了吧！他应得的！”

“可是他也算对我有恩，连一句谢谢都没有就把人家骂得狗血淋头。似乎不太好吧！”蔓喃喃自语。

“好吧，明天就向他道谢，顺便道歉吧！”

第二天。

“你昨天没一起去真是可惜了呢！我们吃了好多没事呢！”怡兴奋地与蔓分享。

“是吗？下次一起去吧。”蔓敷衍道。

'好哇！你答应咯！”迟钝的怡没察觉出。

～课堂上～

“唉，教授又在唠叨了！真倒霉，又遇上了他的课！”怡唉声叹气地说。

“给点耐心吧，就来考试了。专心点吧！”蔓提醒道。其实她也是心不在焉，想着该如何向浩道谢而不会丢脸。

“好好好。听你的就是了。”怡只好附和。

下课。

“终于摆脱教授的魔掌了！太好了！”怡高兴的欢呼。

“小声点，被教授听到了可不是什么好事。”蔓制止怡。

“好啦。要去哪里医一医我的五脏六腑呢？”

“你喜欢就好。”

“那不是浩和杰吗？”

“惨了。该来还是会来。”蔓心里暗暗担心。

“嗨！美女打算去哪里呢？”杰先问候道。

“当然是去填饱我咕噜咕噜作响的肚子。好饿哦！”怡回答道。

“贪吃鬼！又想麻烦别人吗？”蔓纠正怡。

“我们还算是别人吗？就当作是怡替我们安排工作的奖励吧！”杰说。

“好嘛，蔓。一起去吧。”怡向蔓撒娇。

“好吧，真受不了你。”蔓只好妥协。

浩望着蔓的眼神很复杂。使蔓不敢直接与他对看。其实浩有点开心，他希望可以趁此机会向蔓解释清楚。

然而蔓却以为浩还在生她的气 。

第三集……

～学校～

“美女，有兴趣和我一起吃午餐吗？我请。”杰对怡说。

“真的吗？好哇！蔓，你要去吗？”馋嘴的怡毫不犹豫地答应了。

“不了，我还要去温习呢！你们去吧。”蔓看出了杰的心思，打算成全他。

“好可惜哦……下次一起去吧！那我们先走了，再见！”怡满心欢喜地出发了。

“再见！”杰用感激的眼神向蔓道谢。

蔓朝图书馆走去。

～图书馆～

图书馆没什么人，蔓选了一本悬疑小说并坐在其中一张椅子上阅读。

蔓非常投入。不知什么时候身旁坐了一个人。

“女孩子喜欢读这类型的书会吓得男生不敢接近你哦！”浩突如其来的一句话吓到了蔓。

“不需要你担心吧！”蔓不甘示弱地回嘴。

“我也不想呢！只是图书馆就来要关门了，图书管理员不敢提醒你。”

“是吗？”蔓看看时钟。“原来已经那么迟了。谢啦！我先走了。”蔓连一刻都不想呆在浩的身边，赶紧逃离图书馆。

”怎么她那么抗拒我？”浩还搞不清状况。“已经那么迟了，她一个女孩子很危险呢！”浩赶紧跑出去追蔓。

“你怎么跟上来了？”

“天快黑了，一个女孩子回家很危险。我可是绅士呢！”

“自恋狂，要你管吗？！”

显然蔓的话对浩起不了作用，浩硬是把蔓送了回家。

～蔓的家门口～

“你到底有什么目的？”

“我在你眼里有那么龌龊吗？”

“对！”

“……”浩的心瞬间因为蔓的一句话碎了。

“心虚了吗？我告诉你，别玩弄怡的感情，否则我不会放过你的！”

“我从来就没有这样的念头！别用你那自以为是的想法打量别人。”浩愤怒的回答道。

“……”蔓被浩吓到了

“……”

双方僵持了蛮久的时间。

“我不会再送你回家了。”浩先打破了僵局。

“嗯。”蔓敷衍的回答道。转身就离开。

然而蔓不知道，浩有多么受伤。对，占据浩的心的那个女孩就是蔓。