STUCK...

I am STUCK.
Right at the middle.
Don't know what to do.
I am not that bad in studies but I just cannot be one of those top student.
*sigh*
I am LOST.
Just do not know what to do.
Give me some strength to improve!!!

I think I am just fine.
After talking to one of my best friend,
I felt very relax.
I voice out all of my problems and worries to her.
And FORTUNATELY,
She is a good listener,
She listened and give me a piece of her mind to face those problems and worries.
We talk for nearly 2 HOURS.

We talk about many things.
Our memories,
Her romance,
Challenges that are waiting for us.
I even told her about my crush. XD

OK,
I will end here.
Just randomly want to update my blog.
Hope everyone have a nice day! ^_^

DOWN :(

I don't know what happened to me...
I am down...
Very deep.

Am I SAD?
NO.
Am I ANGRY?
NO.

Then one day when I sit in front of my desk,
I realized that
I AM LONELY!
Gosh! How could a person like my would ever feel lonely?
I looked at my hands,
it shocked me!
It's books! Books at every corner of my desk!
I was holding books to do revision instead of chatting with my friends with cell phones.
Is this ME?

This year is a very important year for every Form 3 students.
PMR is waiting for us!
*sigh*
What can I do to escape?
NOTHING AT ALL.
When I got my 1st trial exam result,
I was like: My result are sucks! I'm gonna do better next time!
Then the 2nd trial exam result came out.
This is my expression: @.@
And this is the 1st time I felt so stupid and ashamed.

That's when I decided to really put effort in studies because I know I not that smart girl at school anymore.
I am just a normal girl, not born as genius.
And it took a few exam results to help me realize it.
I REALLY NEED TO WORK REALLY HARD THIS TIME!
I hope I can make it and pass my PMR with FLYING COLORS!

So, I follow my schedule and rules strictly.
One of my greatest achievement is CLOSED MY FB ACCOUNT.
And I decided I will reopen it after PMR.
Now I am looking forward to create more miracles.

I think since then I lost connection with the world.
Maybe all I need to do is to get used to it.
Or maybe loneliness would be my best friend besides books.

Just hope I will get through this smoothly and have a happy ending.
Please....

他

最近与他走得满近的。。。

最初的想法是想试探他，

但现在，

我好像陷下去了。。。

会开始想念他，

听到他一句简单的称赞也能让我开心一整天。

惨了，

我不由自主地让他进入我的内心，

渐渐的，

我开始向他倾诉我不曾与任何人说的烦恼。

而他，

约我去打球，

想帮我减轻压力。

他

喜欢我吗？

因为他一个简单的邀约，

让这一天非常不一样。

每当想起我们一起打球时，

嘴角不自觉的上扬。。。

这是第一次，

我感觉到除了家人以外，

这个人可以让我依靠他的肩膀。

就算事情不如意，

也无所谓。。。

啊！

我中毒太深了。。。

希望会有痊愈的一天吧！

1st Day Of Holidays!

Finally!
Holidays is here!!!!!!!!!
Although my result was sucks,
Something not happy happened,
But nothing affect my mood to really enjoy my holidays!

Firstly,

Actually I've planned something to do during my Holidays...

BUT

I just can't leave the tv and computer...

Hahahahahaaa....

So,

I've changed my plan to:

EAT & PLAY!

Don't be surprise if I'm very fat next year!

Second,

I'm really appreciate my DONG SENG!

YI HEANG and SANG RIM!

SARANGHEAYO!KOMAWO!

My life would be empty without you guys!

I'm serious!

So,

Be in my life FOREVER!

I'm afraid that I'll in different class with you guys...

Please REMEMBER me!

Third,

I'm OFF duty now!

No need to worry about this and that!

And just let the juniors eat themselves...

I'm FREED!

Wow!

I FEEL GOOD!

For next year,

I don't really wanna put effort in prefect's stuff...

Most of them are

COLD-BLOODED

SELFISH

ARROGANT

&

LIAR

So, I'm trying not to get influence by them...

And

GET AWAY FROM THIS HELL!!!!

Lastly,

Preparations for next year's exam...

PMR!!!!!!

Hope I can SQUEEZE some time for me to study....

PRAYING....

To all my friends, sorry if I've been rude to you in this year, I'm here saying sorry sincerely and thanks for being patient...

You guys are an important part in my life!

LOVE YOU ALL!

Waterfall~=)

Just went to a waterfall this morning!
Although is tired, I've felt refreshed and REBORN!
Erm, this word reminds me of the movie I've watch -Johnny English Reborn...
It's damn funny!
I recommend it to you all, you'll regret if you didn't watch it!

OK, back to my waterfall...
I don't know the actual place of the waterfall,
But I knew that it took ONE hour to reach there.
The water was COLD AS ICE!

And I felt like no going into the water again after I got up,
But my mom was kinda forcing me to go down and ENJOY the water...
That time I was playing a boring game in my phone...
And she just thought that I'm SMS-ing with my friend.
I just push my anger down try not to talk to my mom.(so fillial! XD)
But I've ask in my heart,
"Don't you know that deep in the mountain here, there's NO LINE?"

I just told my mom that I think is 'ma fan' to go down again.(It realy seem dangerous!)
My mom just scold me...(in down voice, bcoz her friend was there also.)
I just go down as my mom told.
I felt very unsatisfied and pity...=(
I kept shivering when I go into the water.
Sob.

And when we get into car, going to find something to eat.
I played the boring game again,
My mom misunderstood me again.
Haiz...
I just pretend I'm sleeping.(so mean!xp)
And my mom's friends also trying to tell me that Sms is a bad habit.
I knew! I knew that Sms is gonna use many money, so I didn't Sms...

I knew adults need to protect their so called reputation,
So I didn't explain.
Just tell myelf this is a dream.
I know my mom did that for MY OWN GOOD.
But she didn't think about my feelings...
I really felt hurt.
If I talk back,
She will feel like I'm not respecting her.

She always say that we were generation Y,
Kids born with IT Technology....
So we don't know how to respect the elders and control our anger.
Iim trying to prove that she was wrong...
But I'm just disappointed.
If I talk back, that means she's correct.
So, please give my strength to prove myself!

BUDDHA, please help me!

P.s.:Those who saw this post, please don't worry about me, I'm just frustrated. This is the best way for me to tell it out. =)

Here I am~

Wow!

I think I didn't touch this blog for a really l0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0ng time!

For days?

Nope.

Weeks?

Nope.

Months?

YEP!!!

My blog didn't update for months....

It's amazing....

Last 2 days I've involve in a performance of choir!

We were singing 3 songs.

And my pitch flying all over...

Sob...

Need to practice more....

Thanks for those friends help me to makeup, to sing more proper and take the photos....

And X.L., S.K. and K.W., because support me to participate this event.

Although the teacher got a really bad temper,

I felt appreciate to know you guys!

Love you all!♥

Nevertheless,

My friends that give me advises...

Clap for me, cheer for me and enjoy the performance....

Love you guys too!♥

{第十集}

叩叩叩…的声音打断了他们俩的思绪。

“进来吧。”浩所点的菜已经准备好了。

“这是……”进来的服务生以最快的速度一一介绍完了食物，然后离开。

包厢里只剩下沉默。两人望着对方，顿时尴尬了起来。

“试试这里的食物吧，听说他们的厨师很不错。”浩先打破沉默，做了请蔓坐下的手势。

“嗯。”

又陷入一阵的沉默。

也许是因为天色渐渐暗了下来，有点紧绷的气氛慢慢的随着时间一点一点溜走。

终于，所有的菜肴都呈上了。

“蔓，在这个对你来说充满意义的日子里，我有话想对你说。”浩在漫长的沉默后，终于鼓起勇气。

这时候，甜点蛋糕与花束也被端了进来。

浩拿起花束，像是梦幻般的王子走向蔓。

“！”蔓被浩突如其来的举动吓到了，瞪大了眼睛。

“其实我……喜欢妳。”

“？！”蔓一时反应不过来。

“妳愿意接受我的心意吗？”就算面对几百万名观众也很坦然的浩，脸上竟然泛起红晕。

“不需要马上回复我，在明天的表演，要是妳能来就是答应了，要是不能，我也明白。”浩说道。

“嗯。”蔓总算理清了思绪，回答道。

抱着花束的蔓，和浩一起散步在回家的路。两人并肩的走着，因为有浩的存在，让蔓的心洋溢满满的幸福和安全感。这也让蔓不禁开始怀疑自己的心意。

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